April 24th 2009
Fillmore Auditorium
So here is the deal. I take great care posting this. I can't do the show justice. I totally anticipating this show totally selling out. I mean it's absolutely the best of 90s sonic shoegaze why didn't it sell out? Hipsters have jobs right? How could this show not sell out? That being said...
F absolutely hooked me up. I am so grateful as always.
The thing is this, I actually do love the band. Have since I picked up on the shoegaze thing post Jesus and the Mary Chain back in the 80s. I missed them when they played here before and to say I was sad... no devasted really would be an understatement. I heard they were coming. I held my breath. Didn't know how quickly it would sell out and assumed (like last time it would) so didn't even go to look up ticket availability. F said he would try to get tickets so held my breath and waited because I didn't want to pressure him. I am absolutely so very fortunate. I was totally blown away. One of things that was really amazing was that it seemed like every single local band was represented in the audience. It was too loud to go and say hello. I mean they had STACKS set up in the middle of the room. No complaints because it was so layered, my earplugs were so good that I could hear alot of what was going on except the vocals which was a shame but it was mixed that way. The 20 minute finale with the "holocaust" section in what I THINK was "You Made me Realize" -- I think and I am fairly certain --- IT WAS REALLY HARD TO TELL since it was so unbelieveably sonic.
No way to totally experience it unless you were to put your phone on vibrate put it in your pants, call yourself hang up, repeat to the music cues, borrow your friends phone do the same put it in your bra, repeat, borrow a strangers phone put it in your sock repeat put in headphones turn it ALL THE WAY up and sorta you might get an idea...except our finale went double what this video shows.
The one thing that I wish they would have played was "Feed Me With Your Kiss", its an amazing song. I could be found and felt in my chest, my hair, my ankles, everywhere. It was un-freakin' believable and honestly I really up until that night didn't ever expect actually getting to experience it. It was like a mythical creature like a unicorn. I didn't anticipate actually having it happen. I turned around to F at one point in the middle of it and mouthed "Oh My Gawd". It was unreal and intense and set the stage for my night.
Here are some reviews that absolutely sum up the evening better than I can:
Here is a concert preview from a couple days before. Here is a link with a recording from a previous show... (thanks Julio!).
Here are a few of the pictures that I took:
More pictures on Flickr. Go there....
So thank you for letting me experience all of it F (the upgrade, the whole thing). And to the guy out front that gave me the miracle... thanks for the hookup... I appreciate it. I wish you would have let me give you a couple of bucks at least. May REALLY GREAT concert karma come your way.


